So...been a while! I'm okay and i managed to get my life together, well sorta, i deal with a lot of mental trauma to this day but i've gotten better in control, i used to be very impulsive,i could never control my emotions and i was in constant misery, i still am but i managed to get my dream of going to college, i've been studying there now for 2 months and i've gotta say it's a lot of personal responsibility and i manage it just fine. As for animations i've been burnt out since 2022, i can't get myself to work on it anymore, people tell me to "take a break" which eh, i have this entire time yet nothing has fixed it.

I might have lost my passion for it, or not, time's everything, i've had art block since may so far of this year but it's bound to happen when you're a perfectionist. I've got to say that life turned around so much, great things have happened for me like college, moving out of the ghetto, studying hard etc. Mentally i have changed a lot, but as for my mental state it shifts around, but i won't get into it that much. I know nobody will be reading this but i often wish i wasn't here, but despite that i continue living because i found purpose, i live for my loved ones, my work, my college mean everything to me and if it wasn't for myself for getting it together, and love and support from my loved ones, i would have been dead but I RISE AGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN >:D but enough of that weird inserted joke. Things can always turn around and i'll be more active again, i'll post some sketches here most likely since finished art drains me a lot, so if anyone DOES read this, thank you for your time. :)

How are things now? i'd say it's stressful and things have gotten worse for me, but besides bad news is that i have good news for once.

I might actually get into college, if lucky i'll be in the animation program aswell and it's what i really wish for but of course it takes hard hard work. but life is questionable, i mean i feel like i just keep failing no matter how much i try and for those not aware i've been harsh on myself i suppose you could say, i've only gotten worse and it's been getting noticable HOWEVER, i'm not giving up because i still have a life, even if i didn't ask for this life, i'm a lucky one and i have my boyfriend too to live for.

I hope y'all are doing well, even though my page is dead i still wish y'all the best, i'll update once something happens again, for now life's been awful, lost my cat, and some other traumatic things i could never mention but hey, it's life and we'll all pull through it now or later

I know we were past this but for anyone who doesn't read whatsoever or just don't know, i left a while ago for obvious reasons and i don't wanna even bother with some waste of time. Things are better for me and friends who were harmed from Casey mentaly. i don't know if drama is still going on between Casey and everything around them but i think i'd rathe not know, i just hope everyone is going on with their lives and not wasting them like i used to do around january-april. not to mention it was quite the rollercoaster ride with literally everything. that's why most of us left Casey's side, it was too much drama and bullshit he put on everything. Again, i'm past that waste of life and don't want to hear anything from them and i haven't so far so life is balanced now lmao, another thing i should mention is i won't be making animations for a while, i've just been drawing and i've been making a comic but now it's based of OC's i've made, i even wrote an entire script and this project will go on till i'm done with the concept art etc and i'll be posting comics eventually. Good day lads!

I haven't exactly had a lot of time to animate because of school, but expect an animation around july, sorry folks, and i accepted for summer school over a few days next week aswell cuz i really want to get better grades because i really wanna go to college next year and yes! next year i'll go to college! well hopefully, i really love animating and i will upload some of my old works actually around 2020, i've made nothing this year except for art, not to mention i've had many artstyle changes. The animations i made in 2020 are shit btw but it's enjoyable cringe, well more like terrorism

So i haven't really had a news update in a while i suppose(no shit lmao). So i wanted to start off by saying i haven't been on Casey's side for a while like 3 months i think now. I decided to abandon it all, i have been a casey hater but i decided to just let it all go, just leave the drama and never go back, it's not my bussiness anymore, i worked with many people who i consider as friends, we collected evidence against Casey. The victims of Casey are friends or even aquantinences. But after a while i decided about 2 weeks ago to abandon this because it's messed up, it messed my mental health in a way from what i've been witnessing for these 6 months. However as i did say yes i'm just simply leaving this bullshit, it's too much and i don't wanna be apart of being against Casey anymore, to me i'd rather leave then waste my time, i had fun at first with Casey and the rest of the Cast back in january-febuary, i even voice acted one of the characters Vail, but i was a witness to Casey's actions a lot and i can say he's guilty as shit. But like i said, I'd rather leave than wasting my life on this. Thank you for reading.

I'm shit