So...been a while! I'm okay and i managed to get my life together, well sorta, i deal with a lot of mental trauma to this day but i've gotten better in control, i used to be very impulsive,i could never control my emotions and i was in constant misery, i still am but i managed to get my dream of going to college, i've been studying there now for 2 months and i've gotta say it's a lot of personal responsibility and i manage it just fine. As for animations i've been burnt out since 2022, i can't get myself to work on it anymore, people tell me to "take a break" which eh, i have this entire time yet nothing has fixed it.

I might have lost my passion for it, or not, time's everything, i've had art block since may so far of this year but it's bound to happen when you're a perfectionist. I've got to say that life turned around so much, great things have happened for me like college, moving out of the ghetto, studying hard etc. Mentally i have changed a lot, but as for my mental state it shifts around, but i won't get into it that much. I know nobody will be reading this but i often wish i wasn't here, but despite that i continue living because i found purpose, i live for my loved ones, my work, my college mean everything to me and if it wasn't for myself for getting it together, and love and support from my loved ones, i would have been dead but I RISE AGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN >:D but enough of that weird inserted joke. Things can always turn around and i'll be more active again, i'll post some sketches here most likely since finished art drains me a lot, so if anyone DOES read this, thank you for your time. :)